I'm lying in the ocean.

So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be. By my side will always be my best friend - my beautiful Sanja and i will never ever let her go, because she is a part of me, she is a better half of me and i adore her, every little part of her, her smile, her personality, her humor, her awesomeness, her weirdness, her eveeeerryything! She always has a good advice and a shoulder to cry on. She lifts me up, when i need it. And that's why I love her. And there is a guy. A perfect guy, yes perfect guys exist! His name is Sven. He makes me feel special. I always think about him, there is no hour that would pass by without me thinking about him. I dream about him. He's my kind of perfect. I want him and him only. And yes perfect guys exists, believe me. And i'm truly, madly, deeply in love with one of them.